Do you ever miss the days when you didn’t have to be responsible? Oh, how I do. It’s not that I don’t want responsibility or anything; I’m fine with it. But I miss being able to sit down and not think. I miss just relaxing, and my brain being in one place at a time.
Tonight at the concert, and for the past month, I’ve had my head in so many other places. I’m trying to plan lessons for class, meet with teachers and observe, teach my class and make it not boring, work both jobs, lead a Bible study, SO much class work…I’m not trying to complain. I like that I have an opportunity to go to college. A lot of my students can’t afford such a luxury. I just wish that I didn’t have to leave my apartment at 5:45 in the morning and get back at 9:30 at night. Sometimes I enjoy just sitting down and not thinking. What’s happened to me…I’m becoming and adult, and I don’t like it!